I was driving past a business here in the Houston Heights, when I glimpsed this painted on the side of the building. I recognized that iconic WWII poster before I realized it was not just any woman, but 14 year old Malala Yousafzai, the Pakistani girl who was attacked for wanting an education. The words next to her are her quote, ( “I don’t mind if I have to sit on the floor at school.) All I want is education. And I’m afraid of no one.”
So I sit here every day over analysing everything and putting myself down. I feel fucking lonely, needy and annoying! I can’t help but be in peoples company because as soon as I’m left alone I’m left with my thoughts, that are dark and saddening. In my mind keeping busy, smoking a joint.. Going out, it all delays me from realising how unhappy I am.
Really pissed off and angry with everyone and everything. Just let me dissapear.. Please?
Today was fucking perfect.
I will forever remind you of how beautiful you are.
I will forever remind you of how gentle you feel.
I will forever remind you of the happiness you’ve brought.
I will forever remind you of the purpose you bring.
I will forever remind you of the happiness I’ve felt, because of you.
I completely forgot to actually say what I like about my pretty bird to that anonymous.
She’s perfect. She has the most softest adorable lips, they’re so kissable.
She’s so inspiring, with her goals in life and what she’s done before when she’s been travelling to Nepal.
She is extremely…
Fucking hell. This has the be the nicest thing ANYONE has ever said about me?
Oh and I’ve met someone who makes me HAPPY. Yeah I can use that word in a sentence now. Woop
This is my sassy independent woman face
Hi all, it’s been a while. So a lot has changed…. I’m not a fucking nervous wreck anymore. I CAN cope with my feelings and getting out of bed isn’t the biggest challenge of my life. Minus a little blip the other week, I’m feeling more like myself and finally content. Maybe I’ll start using this more to document the good stuff rather than the bad for a change?